CHAPTER FOUR

I was staggered by what she had said. Not that for one moment I imagined that I was going to be allowed her sexual favours or that I should stay in her bed. But the idea of being with her all night intrigued and excited me. For what possible reason could she have suggested such a thing? What had she in mind?

I had to go about the house still wearing only my undies as I had not been given a dress yet, still less the wig that the girls had suggested, As the day went by there was no doubt that I was in some way affected by wearing the undies and I began to adopt, almost insensibly, a different way of walking, especially as I had been given a pair of high heels to wear as I left my aunt's room.

By the end of the day I had got used to the high heels and had begun to prefer them to my own flat shoes. I also enjoyed the sensuous pull of the suspenders on my stockings as I walked about, deciding that there were some very appealing aspects to women's clothes after all.

I went to my aunt's room after dinner and

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it appeared that she was waiting for me. I could not foresee whether it was to be a night of gentleness and motherliness, one of being tantalized, or one of enforced obedience and utter domination. I waited eagerly to see what kind

of mood she was in.

She looked at me critically and told me that I had some way to go before she would be satisfied that I was 'feminized'.

'Feminized?' I repeated.

'Yes, that is my objective for you. You'll be

a very much calmer and contented person when you behave and start to think like a woman. And you'll be much more valuable to me as well.' As she spoke she began to undress and a moment later she stood naked in front of me, her massive breasts and prominent buttocks attracting my particular attention. Then she got into a nightdress with a deep cleavage and threw a similar but shorter one over to me.

'Get into that,' she said.

I removed my underwear and then put on the nightdress.

My aunt was sitting on the edge of the bed. 'Coem and lie across my knees,' she then ordered

me.

I began to realize that it looked like a night of 'motherliness' and quickly lay over her knees as she had told me to do.

'Now take my titty and suck on it, ' she said.

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